IM SO SAD THIS ISNT OK NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT

WHY IS EVERYONE LEAVING ME

THIS FUCKING SUCKS

I forbid all of you from graduating. 

Seeing as I’ve officially finished my Junior year of college, and it’s finally hit me all the changes that have happened to me since september, I feel oddly sentimental right now. It may be the friends, it may have been the experiences, but I’m really thankful for everything that’s happened, and it wouldn’t change it for the world.

It’s a little weird though, because for the second time in my life, I’ll have to say good bye to people I will most likely never see again. High school wasn’t so bad, and last year I didn’t know enough seniors to care, but this year I’ve really branched out and I’ll be really sorry to see them go. I just… how do you go about saying goodbye? Do the texts just slowly dwindle to nothing, or is it a curt and official goodbye? Should I even pretend to extend invitations to them next year when we both know it probably won’t happen?

Perhaps I’m being too cynical again, and I really will see them again. I don’t know how I’ll handle this next year. But for now, I just don’t know what to do.

Side note: I am still a little shocked how great Adam was on Monday night… we literally did problems together for 13 hours straight. He forced me to eat when I was too nervous to, made me tea like a billion times and drove my car back to daga while I was in my exam. Like, what? He’s so weird man. So, completely weird. A total douche one day, but incredibly nice the second. I can’t make heads or tails of it, but soon I won’t have to  :(